Probably today you cried Probably today you wanted to throw in the towel Or probably you've been saying just take me now God, so you don't have to feel anymore You ask what is the purpose in all of this? I know there is some purpose; but for how long? what is the end result of all this? You are hardly hanging onto that rope that you been pulling and pulling for dear life. But you say I can't no more, for how long do I keep holding to this rope, for how long do I keep going? It feels like there is no end to this agony. You try to be strong not because you think you can't show vulnerability, but because they too have their own turmoil Not turmoil like yours, but they are faced with challenges too that you know adding more to their plate would be too much to handle You cry in silence, that cry is so long you grow weak after, but feel cleansed at the same time. You feel you are at war with yourself, peeling the pieces apart, trying to figure out who you are now a...